WHY I"M STUPID

ok so it's more like amanda's brain on boys is stupid. So tonight i decided to wait after work for an hour for a guy friend of mine to get off work. we have this running joke that when he's a "non-smoker" i will kiss him. well, today would have been like day 25 or something like that. i don't really remember. anyways, not the point, the point is, i was waiting for him to get off work when i look up and see him, and 2 other smokers standing around, each of them with a cigarette in hand. he doesn't know that i saw him, so we will see what happens tomorrow. so i'm pissed at this point and i take off no longer waiting and in my angry state, i almost hit a deer. you may think i'm joking, but i'm no where near joking about that. i hit the brakes soon enough though, and i start to rush home so i can tell my roommates or post it on here or something. well....i was speeding up a hill-speed limit was 35, i was going about 50- when i see a car coming towards me. i naturally slow down in case it's a cop and sure enough, he flips a u-ie and pulls me over. now here's the kicker, earlier today i was cleaning my room when i found my proof of insurance for my car, i said to myself, i need to remember to put that in there. well, i didn't so i got screwed. first time i have ever been pulled over, and i'm driving recklessly, (almost trying to kill myself, by the officer's words...that was funny because that's kinda how i was feeling) at 1 in the morning, without proof of insurance. (that's a $550 fine for those of you who didn't know.) GOOD JOB IDIOT. sorry, i really feel like beating myself up for getting so worked up over a boy that i end up almost hitting a deer then getting pulled over. i'm calling myself so many names right now it's not even funny. on the bright side, he said that if i can show that i do have insurance and it is valid for today's date, that they will get rid of that, and they should probably be able to knock the other one too. so hopefully i can get that taken care of today or tomorrow so i can get it taken care of.