ok, so there is some stuff that i want to get strait, i love just about everyone, except for a slight few that will remain nameless, I love the way the myspace blogs work... most of the time, there just may be a slight delay b4 i get back into my old depressing blogging style *sigh*....maybe, some one, somewhere will help me at findong the true amanda....*crosses fingers and whishes for that one person to like her...* ah.... yet again, i am thinking that there is a non depressed side of me....somewhere, some how, i will find that other part of me, * depressed side gives a hearty laugh*
ya that's what i thought ...there is just this overly depressed , sometimes happy sometimes hyper, sometimes flirtatious...
, sometimes awesome
person who embodies this form we consider to be Gimpy...or Amanda anyways--this is how i normally feel:
everything just goes over the top of my head and now with my heart empty of most emotions.....as always...especially love....ha ha ha, i doubt i will ever feel loved again the way i did b4, i am just angry that all of my "girls" are being taken away from me by their "boyfriends" i just wish i had one that i could at least brag about.......... so if you read this and you know you have feelers for me, let me know... you never know.... i may like you back. and to all the guys out there: don't fear rejection from a girl, fear more acceptance..... oh wait, i wasn't supposed to say that..
now i've gone and chased all of them away....*chases after the imaginary boys that all are madly in love with her
* of course, they
are all imaginary
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