well, i see my importance, and my self worth going down the drain

so it turns out that it happened again. ALL of my friends, and I mean ALL of them (x-cept pablo...i think) went and hung out this weekend while i sat at home bored out of my mind. i was so bored that i talked to myself!!!! i know, it was pathetic. and now, they are all talking bout what a great time they had and how they should do it again... it just makes me realize that i really don't fit in with any of my friends. they are all fake friends, and i mean this in the kindest terms, but they just seem to be shells of friends, maybe more like associates who are friendly and then when it comes time to go have fun....who is forgotten??? OH OH OH Pick me!!! i know!!! i know the answer!!! PICK ME!!! the one the only AMANDA "GIMPY" EMPEY!!!! i know i seem bitter, but wouldn't you be if you found out that everyone was at the same thing having the same great time, WITHOUT YOU? ok, i guess i am done.....for now