Monthly poster?

so apparently i only blog once a month lately. sorry bout that. but there isn't anything going on in my life. SERIOUSLY. nothing. well, that's a lie. Kim and Brian are now officially engaged. that's the only thing that has really happened in the past month. i know it's sad. oh in other news, I've been keeping this other blog for the more private stuff that i just want to get out in the open, but that's not the point here. the point is, in this other blog i've been putting down my feelings. i hadn't posted there in longer than i've posted here i think it was feb. but i put down my feelings for a certain individual that February day and then i was on there again today, and i realized that my feelings for that person hasn't changed. it's still, " i know i have to let him/her go, but i don't want to." so yeah, life for me pretty much hasn't changed. don't know what i'm doing this summer, might go back to school in the fall. i'll post again when i figure it out, going to check out the school this week. yup yup. i'm going to go back to doing the same thing i've been doing for the past 3 months. Job hunting and watching tv shows. fun times let me tell you