wow

isn't it amazing(weird, odd, strange) the way prayers are answered? i pleaded with Heavenly Father that someone from the area i lived in to reach out to me, i begged for anyone, it didn't matter to me who. i wanted an answer right then, expecting a phone call or a text at midnight. hey i know some people who are up that late.... so i was wanting an answer then but didn't get one. so i ended up staying up even later and torturing myself, thinking that there was no one. then one friend who is so anti religion sends me a text in the morning, just to see how i was doing. i don't think this friend realizes how much he helped me out. and i'm not sure i realize how much it helped me. i just can't believe how much God loves me, to send someone who doesn't even recognize His power, just to show that i am appreciated. and i know that this friend will never read this, but i still want to thank him so much. even if his motives for getting in touch with me were kinda selfish, it still made me feel loved and needed. just wanted to get it out there that i believe in the power of prayer and that God hears each and every one of us, no matter how pathetic or pleading the prayer is. i'm so thankful for the knowlege of the gospel that i have. without it i would be in a fairly sad place. anyways, i knew that if i didn't get that down right now, i would forget it. thanks for stopping by!

Monthly poster?

so apparently i only blog once a month lately. sorry bout that. but there isn't anything going on in my life. SERIOUSLY. nothing. well, that's a lie. Kim and Brian are now officially engaged. that's the only thing that has really happened in the past month. i know it's sad. oh in other news, I've been keeping this other blog for the more private stuff that i just want to get out in the open, but that's not the point here. the point is, in this other blog i've been putting down my feelings. i hadn't posted there in longer than i've posted here i think it was feb. but i put down my feelings for a certain individual that February day and then i was on there again today, and i realized that my feelings for that person hasn't changed. it's still, " i know i have to let him/her go, but i don't want to." so yeah, life for me pretty much hasn't changed. don't know what i'm doing this summer, might go back to school in the fall. i'll post again when i figure it out, going to check out the school this week. yup yup. i'm going to go back to doing the same thing i've been doing for the past 3 months. Job hunting and watching tv shows. fun times let me tell you