Monday, October 12, 2009

Lonely, i get so lonely...lol


So here i am at school, constantly surrounded by people, and i see the same people every day. so why do i say i am lonely? because at church, i'm in a family ward, where there are a lot of kids. sitting in relief society i counted at least 4 that were with their moms. one of the moms is married to a guy in a few of my classes and they have a kid that is just a few weeks younger than my niece. apparently, since i moved, she has started saying my name. a feat i was trying to get her to do before i left. my mom assures me that it's because she misses me, and i believe it. i miss her too. i wasn't sure if i would get homesick when i moved this time, the last time i moved to somewhere strange and away from people, i got horribly homesick. there were even a few times up in spokane that i was homesick too. since i moved here 2 1/2 weeks ago, i didn't think i would get homesick, it's been nice. i've missed my friends like crazy, but not really "homesick" just "friendsick"(a word me and my house mates have made up to describe how we all feel.) so, despite having probably the funnest house on campus, having a really awesome "boyfriend" having some of the most fun in my life, i am home sick for my baby. and yes, that is what i've been calling her lately. i know she wasn't technically mine, but she is the only baby i know!