Quick update

so yeah, still no job, still no life.... same old same old


Comment: this is laced with sarcasm... i appologize if it's not translated into writing very well.
ok... i guess some things have changed in the last month... for starters, i went to Louisville, KY for my sister's wedding. fun stuff... pics are up on Facebook. so i was a little nervous about this cake, and i think i worried too much.. i had a stomach ache when we left-i assumed it was from not eating at all, and i had a stomach ache and a tooth ache when i got back. so much fun.... let me tell you! so to calm my tooth ache, i took pain killers, which seemed to have upset my stomach more, because a week later i was in the Tri-Cities, and i had to go to the clinic because my stomach was killing me. turns out i have a pre-ulceric condition. yeah, that's right, i'm in danger of having an ulcer. i don't know why, it's not like i'm stressed about ANYTHING!!! oh wait, no job, no direction in my life, yeah, that can be stressful then add doing a complete wedding cake from scratch, and lo and behold, STRESS!!! so now i'm taking some pills that i have to take 1/2 hour before breakfast. first off, i didn't eat breakfast before this. secondly, 1/2 hour BEFORE breakfast. that means i have to be awake 1/2 hour before i want to eat. i am so not a morning person.....this sucks. i have to do it for 30 days and here i am finishing week 2 and hating it.

in short, my eating habits have changed drastically. i feel like i'm constantly at the grocery store. the sad part is, i tend to only eat a few things- Honey Bunches of Oats with Strawberries (c) with milk for breakfast, and tuna fish sandwiches on cracked wheat bread for lunch and dinner. that's it. that's all i've been eating the past two weeks. nothing else sounds good since i have to stay away from spicy and well seasoned food. which is pretty much all i ate before....go figure. i have had some other things, but i always revert back to the tuna.

i think i'm stuck in a rut. i want some big change to happen though. i'm ready to break out of my rut. whether it's because of a man, or because of a job, i don't really care. i just need something to change.

well, i kept it fairly short. YAY ME!!!!